writer's block

at the moment i'm just sitting in front of the computer and staring blankly at the screen. i'm starting on my scholarship applications and i am stuck. i don't even know how to begin writing the essay! i'm doomed. the application closes on the 13th and i haven't started on it yet. i'm tryin, god help me i am trying. but i just don't know where to start, or rather how to start.

i'm supposed to write about my key achievements and how it reprsents the values and beliefs i stand for. what key achievements?! i'm only 21! oh my lord, i feel so incomplete and so pathetic.

i think there's something wrong with us. i don't exactly know wot it is but somethings not quite right anymore. i know you'll think nothing is wrong because you never think anything is wrong. so there it is. we'll see how long this continues.

frankly i'm quite tired of this. and we're going on a trip together.

something happened to us along the way. i'm not quite sure wot. but it's really bothering me. god help us.