uncomfortable living

i'm never one to complain about my family's socio-ecomnomic status or how we are living. i never had the need to - until now.

twice now my phone has been cut by starhub. so apparently, my mom has yet to pay the bill. argh! actually, i have no idea what to say! i mean, i gave my mom money to pay my phone bills! yes, i pay my own bills! and it's a chore! i've never paid for anything before! argh!

why can't life be back to normal for me!? i'm always thrown into a whirlwind of tests and hurdles! stop it! i'm too weak to succumb to such mayhem in my life. there is only so much i can take!

i don't need to be rich, but it sure does help!

get me back to the time when i can just walk into armani and shop without even thinking about price!