don't judge me

i hate when people judge me. who are you to judge me?

i'm going on a date tomorrow. and yes, i'm going to meet him at his hotel room. and before you jump out and scream i'm a slut, let me just say that i know who i am and i know what i am. and to be quite honest, that's all that is important.

phil thinks that i'm making such a big mistake and that i am going to be sleeping with brett(my date's name). and well jin thinks that as well. you can call it concern and care for my principles and the things that i grew up upholding, but really, i know you are judging me. don't look at me and speak to me as if you know wot's good or right for me, because you don't.

let he who has not sinned cast the first stone. so don't judge me unless you are so pure yourself. up till now, i have not succumb to temptations. i have not let go of my principles. and i will still hold on to them. and if i do decide to sleep with brett, that's because i want to.

yes, i know i should choose a different location for a date if i had not wanted to give that impression. but really, i don't exactly care. i never did ask for anyone's opinions and i certainly don't need it. i have never done things for the sake of other people and i'm not about to start.