the moment they see you, they'll know i'm gay..

those words just kept ringing in my head. i don't think i've ever been disappointed in you before. pissed, yes. disappointed, no! not until now. it hurts me so much. it's as if you are embarrassed by me. no.. you ARE embarrassed by me!

i'm too mad to talk to you. it's good that you are flying off to japan. it'll give me the space i need to think things through.